indecribable feeling. let me cry all this misery away. as away as possible. i just can’t tell the ultimate dissapointment, depression, frustration and ecetera. failed to act nonchalant and plain. i ain’t strong enough for this. ain’t strong enough. let me hide myself this one moment, to blow away all this sadness. let it be blown away.
let me stand, hold my back no more. i may fall this first time, but i want to stand alone; and i will.