need i say more??
i want this so damn badly that i might hurt myself. Ya Allah, i had made mistakes (tonnes of them) in the past and You had shown and taught me brilliant lessons that no other schools can ever teach me. and yes, it does hurt; a lot. it will scarred me deep but if this is the cost i have to pay for my weakness, wrongdoings and mistakes; i deserve it. i will have to buy it.